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Karnival hari penyayang Alor Star 2009 (outdated post)

Hello. hie there. Its 15 to 5am now. eeeeeeeeeee......... tiba2 terbau keropok lekor. D U G A A N....

You better appreciate that i update my blog ( as if people care. huhu). Well, i dont know what to update actually but this picture gave me an idea to update this boring blog.

shamira, me, n.asmah, jihan

This picture. hurm.. we had a very good experience. But the most hatred part is that we had to wake up early. yea , at 7/8? not sure. early enough considering im enjoying my summer holiday. It was something exciting except for day two where it was raining and we didnt get many customers. The drink is cheap. Very very very cheap i can say. RM1 (equivalent to 20p/less) per cup with ice. Thats the strategy i think. Cheap things attract more customers. I bet if you sell Gucci handbag for RM300, i am 100% sure that everyone will ditch work and hit Gucci store for RM300 handbag.

Since we voluntarily(ye ke? :P) helping our parents and their 'crew' , so we decided to wear 'kebaya'(Malaysian tradional wear) but with pants so that we can move here and there easily. I dont know what is wrong with my sister but she wore Heels on that day itself and according to her its comfortable for her to walk around (i think she thinks that she is Victoria beckham. pffft!). Ni lah susahnya budak buat fashion. lalala :P (jgn marah jihan.haha). OK, but i wore my flats. and to be exact miumiu flats (OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!! bimbo gila nak mention miumiu. i can assure you that is going to be my first and last time being so bimbo. isnyaAllah.. lol).

It was called 'karnival hari penyayang 2009' and it was held at perkarangan stadium alor star (loq staq). and we were helping out the 'kafe penyayang' booth. Our booth special sikit. siap ada decoration, tmpt makan. Unlike booth lain. Well yea, let me show you some of the pictures.

(owh, itu auntie zainun)

(credit to: http://greenkhadijah.blogspot.com/2009/08/31st-july-charity-carnival-hari.html)

Can you see the nicely decorated tent? Afterall it was for charity purpose. I mean this 'Hari penyayang' is for charity and they were competing healthily among each other. See who gets the most profits for those two days. Me and the gang chose to work at the drinks stall (picture shows) as it is a little easier compared to food stall (the main tent). Tuanku and Sultanah were there as well (refer 2nd picture). Oh btw, i actually dont have the proper picture for this carnival as i was busy selling water to customers (phewiitt!!) voguely in our kebaya (cpt imagine!!!). So, i googled up for pictures and i found this kakak punya blog and yg kelakarnya, dia pun jual dgn kitorg jugak. tapi dia dkt food section! HAHAHAHAHAH! And nak jadikan cerita psl kakak ni. Kitorg terkejut kot dia dah kahwin. Masa dia ckp dia dah kahwin, kitorg x percaya2. tipu gila. muda kot. mcm boleh jugak masuk conversation dgn kitorg. hahahha. I just dropped her a comment. What a coincidence. This web world really is small kan?

just in case if akak tu read my blog

' Hie kakak. igt saya lg? hekehkehke'

Well ok lah. I seriously need to try to sleep. See you soon. Owh, lupa pulak nak ckp, during menjual punya process tu, ada lar one of the guys ni yg apa dia ckp paling i xleyh lupa. dia dah lepas bayar siap ckp ' adik, senyumlah sikit. x manis x senyum' then chow. mcm sekali lalu je.Belum sempat i nak balas balik, tgk2 dia dah jalan. Tp kecoh pandang2 blkg plak. eik! nak kena! that shows how i am kedekut senyuman. ish ish. must senyum more. exercise muka!

ok, bye betul2.

Story behind the successful of one daughter

If it is not because of them, i might not be achieving this. They who has taught me, encourage me, inspire me, guide me and provide me with more than what i need. I am grateful Alhamdulillah...

They used to say:

'Make sure you do all your assignments on time'

'Check and re-read all your assignments before hand in'

'Dont forget to study'

'Focus and insyaAllah you can do it'

'Always bertawakkal'

'Do your very best'

'Anak mama and abah sure can do'

'Mama and Abah sentiasa doakan kejayaan anak2'

and the sentence that they will never once missed to remind me is 'Jgn lupa sembahyang and berdoa. Tak guna awak usaha kalau x berdoa '. As fairly obvious, that is the key to everything in life.

During 3 years of struggling to get this one script to enter the adulthood world where everything seems more difficult and far far away from fantasy. It is now the reality. Reality of life that everyone will face in their life. The reality that i cant get away with. Reality that need a lot of responsibility and where everything will reflect back on me on things that i do. I am stepping in the reality world. Some might have step in a little earlier, but this era of adulthood is not always great. More ups and down. I still remember the feeling when i was in high school and primary school. How great and joyful (minus those hateful exams). Time moves too fast now. sigh.. i miss the time when i dont have problem at all where everything seems so surreal.

Oh well, time moves and people move on too. I am grateful to have their support throughout these 3 years. Xtahu nak bersyukur mcm mana lagi. Hanya Allah yang boleh fhm rasa bersyukur tak terhingga ni. Bersyukur dikurniakan parents yg begitu supportive and encouraging. They provide me with everything that can make me comfortable to study. Pengorbanan mereka tu tak terhingga. They will want to ensure that i selesa nak study, tempat study semua ok. This has in a way motivate me to repay them back with this achievement. At LEAST this is what i can do. I dont have money or house to give them. Cukuplah sekadar segulung ijazah yang mereka nak tgk anak dia dpt. I tahu sgt mereka sgt lah happy bila Along and me graduated sbb they siap tanya nak pakai apa? Nak tu x? nak ni x? mcm2 lah gelagat. But i dont know lah, me and along , we never will ask for present ke apa as sepanjang hidup ni, dah byk yg diorg bg. Bg makan, clothing, bwk travel etc .. So, agak x fair kalau nak mintak mcm2.

In case if they happen to come across my blog, thanks mama n abah. Thank you so much for having faith in me and for being such an inspiration to US(your kids).

So, this is for you ...

The graduation ceremony was on the 18th of november 2009 and it was held at St Albans.

Alhamdulillah.. finally graduated

Yes!

(gambar standard semua org grad)

Sok sok tau... tapi hakikatnya enggak tau.. (part 1)

I am taking a break from reading. My eyes are tired. I just booked Eurostar. Paid Phone(O2) bill. Hurm.. what else yea.. I really need to get this thing done.

kejap.. nak pergi buat Milo..

Ok back.. So, where was i. Oh, still xde content. ic ic. Life has been pretty much busy. Im sure you are having a busy week/month right? near Christmas break , examinations and not to forget, the starting of new semester. Some might probably busy catching up with each others. sharing stories. Updating what one has been missing.

Well, this month can also be memorable to some people. Some people might have been celebrating their anniversary, some might experiencing new things that they wont forget, some might be happily waiting for somebody to arrive in the UK, some cant wait to go back to Malaysia, some probably received their result, some might have just injured themselves, some will soon off for holiday, some cant wait for Christmas sale and not to forget, examination. It is memorable too for those who is sitting.

Mind you, today's post isnt flowing right. Im going to write bit by bit which i feel like writing.

I have not been online for quite some time. But i appreciated those who left offline msg. Thank you. Thanks for the wish. As i said in one of my posts earlier, only when people ask me to online baru i online. Ceehh, cara ckp ni mcm lah famous sgt ramai org nak chat kan. padahal xde pun kalau online tu.! spending most of my time twittering. Best siot twitter. If online pun dpt apa? nnt conversation always ter-interrupt. Nak pergi toilet lah, nak masak lah. Kan ke annoying tu. lalalalalalaa..~

When i woke up today, i went straight blog hopping blog2 yg i always stalk (YES THE BIGGEST STALKER EVER) . Their blog may not be as famous as Kenny sia's blog. But their content lengkap. As in funny, informative, serious at times, staffed with pictures, cute, un-boring(such word ke? as if i care), and most importantly not fake. They are a true modern ladies i think. Blog interesting je mesti perempuan. I tried to read a guy's blog which obviously mostly about sports (that's fair enough and totally acceptable), but if x pun, semua mcm nak try to be mcm apa eyh org ckp .. hurmm mcm alaa... line2 aku tak peduli punya blog tu. Prmpn susah kot nak tulis mcm tu. Maybe ada but i je yg tak tahu. eeee.. x best x best psl blog. next!

I am having problem trying to find the right song to suit my everyday mood which will constantly change. (e.g: today - mellow+ 1 jazz song , tomorrow: Jazz + 3 rock kapak ,yesterday: soul jazz, a day after tomorrow: rock kapak ) . How to put everything on playlist. tell me. sometimes, even it is under soul jazz category, still kalau if it too slow and will spoilt my mood, confirm x best. How i wish there is a mood-song device detector that can actually read my mind or at least feel our mood pressure so that it can automatically change the song track depending on my mood. It is quite annoying to actually browse and browse which u kind of like wasting some time there. KAN! haaaaa now tiba2 nak dgr lagu Rio Febrian. tiba2 je pulak. sigh...

I was on webcam but dont know what happened, suddenly it got stuck and disconnected! To call back is a bad idea. They obviously tgh tidur. (next)

Sok sok tau... tapi hakikatnya enggak tau.. (part 2)

To be honest i mcm x suka sgt org yg berlagak2 ni. Except for some people yg i allowed for some special case. But really, i totally hate it. Not only that, i pun x suka org yg 'know it all' punya type. These people kan, if dia ada the 'know it all' punya perangai will indrectly make them nampak mcm berlagak even though they are being themselves. It just irritates me lah. seriously. I understand if you know mostly about everything, but when somebody is trying to give their opinion or telling stories about it, dont interrupt it like u already know it. Pls lar bagi chance jugak dkt org lain. Takkan KAU je nak mcm tahu semua benda.

cth situation:

A: haritukan i jumpa karl lagerfeld first time okk. dia pakai this and that. and kasut dia omg!.. and he was having tea at Harrods

B: Owh, hu uh. dulu pun i nampak dia dkt selfridges. twice pulak tu. tp dia ni this this this. Pastu, my auntie pun pernah jumpa dia. My nenek pun pernah minum coffee dgn Karl you. jgn xtahu. My nenek ckp dia ni sporting, serious....

(B ni x patutnya jwb mcm ni. Dia mcm in a way spoiltkan je apa yg si A ni excited. Pls fhm as dia baru first time jumpa and so jwpn yg B kena berikan ialahh ' SERIOUSLY!!!! bila bila!!!!!!!! just show that u r excited about it and nnt baru bgtahu yg u jumpa dia jugak'. yg x tahan tu, dia nak jugak cerita segala siapa yg dia kenal pernah jumpa Karl lagerfeld. ok fine seluruh keluarga kau kenal Karl. aku kisah? x kot! kecuali Shaheizy Sam. itu saya KISAH. JOKE!

A: Kita kena check in dkt D sbb kita nak pergi Australia

B: Mana ada lah. dkt check in counter A-C sbb dulu i pergi new Zealand dkt A-C rasanya. So, jom.

skali dah sampai2, salah! sila jgn buat2 as if kau tahu semuanya. xke dah malu tu. dah lar salah, pastu nak samakan benda New Zealand dgn Australia. lempang nak?

A: Haritu kucing i kahwin dgn monyet rumah sebelah

B: haaaaa! kucing i pun pernahhhh jugak buat mcm ni, tp dgn monyet kawasan perumahan lain lar. tapi dia balik kdg2 je kat rumah i.

(ni poyo, org nak bgtau, dia pun nak bgtau. so , pls stop there. Limit urself.)

location:supermarket di klang

A: Eyh!! dorg ada cara baru lah nak bayar . swipe sendiri woot!

B: hu uh. kat KL dorg dah lama dah ada cara bayar mcm ni. Dulu i beli brg dgn bf i, kitorg kena buat sendiri. yg kelakar nye kan u, kitorg salah scan. Pastu plak, kitorg pergi BSC, pun kena bayar mcm ni, skali tiba2 .....

(ni mcm poyo, org excited sikit je,. dia duk sibuk nak bgtau segala2 cerita yg dia dah lalui)

I mean this kind of people, apa org tu nak/dah buat, semua dia dah pernah experienced and rasa which itulah yg irritate i. Kdg2 kesian bila dgr apa jwpn yg diberikan , kesian sgt i tgk org yg mcm mood dia terpotong. Dalam hati nak jugak tergelak dgn kerenah org2 ni, tp kesian gila kat org tu sbb obviously dia rasa dia ni mcm inexperienced. Tahu lar kau experience mcm2. Sometimes boleh je kita nak berlagak and cerita as in kita tahu sume benda. tapi, sekali cerita dah cukup kot. Xyah lah kita nak highlightkan berapa kali kita dah buat sesuatu tu. Just Touch n go. kan ke sng. No one will get offended and no one will be irritated by YOU!

Just igt something lar yg no matter byk mana pun u tahu, ada lg org yg tahu more than you. I met and have some friends yg actually know a lot of things but they are not berlagak at all. Even when they are telling stories about it, they just make it simple and they know their limit. Org mcm ni i bg dia kiss from far. Bagus. Kau tahu kau tahu byk benda tp x kecoh and x menggelabah (wahhhhhhhhh! lamanya x ckp ayat nie).

oh, bbm-ed bell, dia baru je bg post title yg cun! so post title ni adalah khas from hatfield. and post ini jugak di buat di dedicate for Yan yg tgh happy to the max ni. Since i cant give you a hug. Picture ni pun jadi ok. Im sooooooooooooo happy for you YanYang! ;) lalalala!

location: warung di padang jawa.

(nadia, me, yan)

(me and yan)

qunut

hahahahahahahahahahh!

i Will be back. Exam mode now. :P

The Ayahanda in his daughter's life

Today i finally able to adjust my sleeping time. Yes, after few days of staying up late and couple of hrs nap. All because of exam. A lot still. Pray pray pray.. insyaAllah.

So, i woke up today and ready to class. Arrived on time. The usual activity in class besides TRYING hard to focus was playing with my pen that i realised i am wearing ring today to class. Wearing ring to class is normal (duhh!~) , but i realised that im wearing it on the wrong finger.

The wrong finger

(fine! byk gila scar and tgk x cantik. diam ahh. :P )

The right finger

It may not be wrong for some people. For me, it is. There was this one time when i wore this one ring at my index finger. I was on my way out actually that time when my father stopped me and kinda 'advice' me not to wear ring at the index finger. So, he explains that for a lady to wear ring on index finger does not seem so appropriate. I pun quickly open it and change it to my middle finger (eventhough i know it doesnt fit well for middle finger. That ring fits only for index finger. sigh. Ah well.). Not only that, Ayahanda added ' pls tell your friend this too if u see them wearing ring at the wrong finger'. i nodded and walk out. So, from that time on, i know wearing ring on the index finger is definitely a NO-NO!. Actually i remembered my sister was telling me that ayahanda advice her before if im not mistaken. But, maybe thats not my lucky day, i pun TER-kena advice sekali.

Wearing it at index finger seems so cool for me. Kan kan? Mcm cool and stylish je. pfft!. At least wearing ring at middle finger or ring finger will make you more presentable kot. Wth? does this count? Actually it does for me. -_-'

This month has been a hectic month for me. Really am. Next week is my Exam. Real exam ok. My day has been accompanied by my lovely books that begging to be read. At one point i know i need a break. It happened yesterday when i got my first day period. Period pain and stress of study. PURRRFECT combination. So, i decide to put aside all educational books! But this caught my eye when i was trying to get magazine from study table.

A book that was given by Ayahanda to me Last year kot. pfft! (Along got one copy as well) Last yr and now only baru nak bother. Typical zh. huhuhuu. So, i read this. Very very interesting. His taught and his experiences. It is not thick at all. That is why dpt habiskan in few hrs je. I may need other book after acca. Maybe. MAYBE! ikut mood. Ah wait, i have more to read actually. Semuanya books that was given by ayahanda. But the typical hard cover book of course (-_-').

To be honest, buku ni (the winnders manual) pn still i only read 1/5. huhuhu. since early this year i've been reading this book, but x bergerak2. Nanti2 lah. pfft. Oh btw, did u know ivanka trump has launched her new book. Following her twitter really interesting. you get to know her updates. I checked WHSmith. But the book is not in yet. But they do have it in Amazon for 11pound. A must to have.

Ok lah, im getting back to work. Later alligator.

This is sticky note. New post is at the bottom

Ok, the 2nd Poll is up. Sengaja membazir membuat Poll. This week poll is about twilight. I am seriously not a big fan of it. SO, pls vote, i just want to know which one you think is better.

Footballers

Probably i have this thing with footballers walaupun i am not a big fan of it. Gila perasan. Sila abaikan ayat poyo tadi. This is among footballer yg pernah i terserempak with.

Zafuan (dah kahwin) (Malaysia & negeri sembilan. KOT?) . time ni x sempat nak kejar zakuan sbb dia lari laju gila.

Location: Concorde Shah Alam

Time: ALmost midnight

December 2008 (KOT?)

Spotted: Theo Walcott (Arsenal) & Gf

Recently

November 2009

LOcation: Westfield, London

So... maybe lps ni nak jumpa Zakuan again because dia x kahwin n quite ok looking. pfft!!

Kau

Exam is so near and i am panicking. Really lack of time. The exam centre is so far. It is in Bristol ! 30min train to Bristol from Cheltenham. ces!~ I hope i can pass this. I really hope to pass. Score tu mcm hurm hurm.. terlambat je? hukhuk!

Tonight i am feeling a bit melancholy. I have been repeating the same song since 10pm just now. Dah lar staying alone, then ambience pun cantik je nak feel feel this song. Not to loud and not to slow. ok, gotta get back to work. see you later alligator.

Ok2 i know vid clip almost similar like 'kiss-because im a girl'. dgr lagu je. x suruh tgk vid clip :P

blur

I feel like i need to update my blog but i have no mood at all to blog. It isnt coming to me. Owh, sorry for saying this, but i dont really like lagu Yuna-dan sebenarnya. Why Why Why..... pfft!

L: I dont know how to write properly, that's why i dont blog

Me: You dont need to write properly. Most people dont. Some people do.

Personally, its your blog and you write anything you feel like writing. There is no rules of writing a blog. No format and no paragraph needed.

eeeeee.....apa ni. shutup zh!

...

Ella at the mist bangsar 2009

Ella's very very short live performance at The mist bangsar.

Nur Kasih

To Nur Kasih drama lovers, today Nur Kasih habis and i am so happy that it is a hppy ending (did i just spoiled it? sooryy). Yes, padan muka sarah and my conclusioon is that, lia ni telinga lintah . suka sgt Terdgr apa org lain sembang. lain kali duk diam2. jgn jaga tepi kain org lain. But the director dah set that way. ikut sahaja.. weeehooo! 4.5/5 star to nur kasih.!

Si SAMpit

Ok fine. Lelaki di atas ni , movie dia berlakon akan keluar soon. Ok, what do you care. i pun dont want to care actually. tapi bila tgk trailer td mcm best. huhuhuhuhu.

utk pemalas2 mcm pai lemau. boleh tekan je kat bwh ni. :)